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Sharqiyah, Saudi Arabia
Saudi/Brit in search of herself.

Sunday, 19 September 2010


I never realized how many simple day to day actions we take for granted...simply walking over to the bin or getting up to reach for the tissue box...

Manx has just had surgery and I feel useless...thank god one day inshallah (hopefully I can go back to running/swimming in 3 WEEKS so I'm told) it will go back to normal..just makes me thankful that I am unlike those others who stay in this state for a long time.


Monday, 9 August 2010

Breast-feeding in Public

okay, all of you stop doing this pleaaaaaaase I'm so tired of sitting in a womens' gathering and someone woops out one of her breasts so casually like she's just fixing her hair - ITS DISTURBING!! It may be normal to you, but some people don't want to see that!!

*erasing the visuals from my head* AAAh!

(and it continues with the sucking noises ENOUGH SAID)

Sunday, 4 July 2010

Good to be GaGa

Introducing the Barbie version of Gaga....
(quite impressive loool)

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

Zillions and Zillions and Zillions of THOUGHTS!

We think so much in one day.

We think when we first wake up. While getting dressed. While brushing our teeth, even while watching tv we still end up thinking of other random things simultaneously without conscious notice and whether we admit it or not we think of things while people are talking to us! Yaaay we're so nice!

That's a lot of thoughts.

We only have a mini-break when we're sleeping but even then our minds are going over things we were thinking of right before bed! hint Sweet Anger's latest post.

"Researchers tell us that we have about sixty thousand thoughts a day" Marci Shimoff International speaker.

How exhausting.

And I'm sure I'm even double that. Lately I haven't been sleeping completely through the night because I end up not really sleeping more like lucidly thinking with my eyes closed...ever happen to you? Anyway it sucks lol.

I've been reading up on how thoughts can attract good or bad things in your life. You know
like when one bad thing happens at the start of your day. Say you banged your toe that morning, and you felt horrible the rest of the day then causing you to be stuck in traffic or all your work papers fall that afternoon and make a huge mess and lastly you forgot the keys for the front door!!

You think, it's just one of those days!! But what if YOU caused that.

I recently discovered many award winning authors/quantum physicists/and psychologists believe in something called the law of attraction like the law of gravity we all learnt in physics
class growing up. The law of attraction as in just by thinking bad thoughts you'll attract them.
Hence the phrase "why do bad things happen to good people" maybe they were thinking it...like "I hope he doesn't cheat" or "my business will fail"...or in this case instead of trying to forget about it you think "my toe hurts NOW it will bother me allll day"...

The law of attraction (I'm not talking about how you feel about your special someone here lol or about the guy on House lol) is apparently as real as gravity, as concise as gravity and as ...hmm unbaised I guess you could say? I cant think of the right word. What I mean is gravity works if you are good or bad. Even if you are a good person it doesnt mean you won't fall off a building. Its not subjective. Law of attraction is apparently the same.


I don't know if it's true...but I'm willing to try to block those thoughts. I know seems impossible... it's still worth a shot...POSITIVITY :D

Thursday, 10 June 2010

Pessimistic vs Optimistic - whose the smarter one, who wins with less pain?

I've always thought of myself as being the optimistic person...I'll cling on to a tiny hope
or dream and make it my very possible reality but is that always good?
I had a discussion about this once with my sister and she's always taken the pessimistic approach
to nearly everything..I told her I can never live my life that way for if I did I would have nothing to be hopeful about. No dreams. How can there be happiness that way?
She gave something to think about...
She said what happens when those high hopes of yours get shot down ?
How do you feel?
You feel horrible. You almost wish it never even popped in your mind.
So it's best sometimes, she said, to protect yourself...from yourself. And be happy only when the time comes and it's right infront of you. Live for the moment, and the moment only.

I mean I have been hurt before so is that right?

What are your thoughts?

Thursday, 13 May 2010


It's hard not to admit, but the act of stalking my blog is...well.....amusing to me.

No, I'm not prancing around coz that would be insane loool, merely just observing....

Stick around.

Love you too.


Wednesday, 28 April 2010

Do we really live and learn?

Now, I'm not blogging about myself in this post...I swear LOL
I just want to blog, so let me blog! :)

I dedicate this to someone, you know who you are.

It's easier to keep a friendship strong and happy for years on end
whereas a relationship would go sour in just a matter of no time.
Why is it that? Is there something wrong with them or us?
Or both. We hardly say both because both sexes hate to admit they
have their shortcomings. But then we come back to why?
In relationships more emotions and more expectations are involved.
We forgive more from friends when they're busy to get back to us,
but the same cannot be said about our special someone.
We both have high expectations. We need to stop. I'd say most of the time they
are unrealistic ones. Maybe it's because of the movies but
whatever the case is we need to learn to cut them
more slack and they should do the same alongwith respect.
Getting to know how to do that is difficult.Relationships are fragile.
Women tend to comprimise more, men are required to give more
whether its financially or love and attention. While comprimising too
much can make you lose yourself to the point where you don't recognize
yourself. The key is to draw lines. Don't go too far. The object shouldn't be
to try and change each other, that might even be temporary for they
will be true to themselves unless they want to change from within,
as it's natural.

Who are we to go beyound nature?

Saturday, 24 April 2010

I will either have to suck it up or escape from where I am. It's the indecisive inbetween stage that has my mind feeling unsettled.

Time will tell.......

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